My One Big Request
I am back...sorry for being MIA. I know I owe you the rest of the story that leads up to to the present. And I promise, I will (eventually) get there. I cannot move forward until I share what has happened in the last two months... I recently went through my second round of IVF (April - May). Just in case, you are not down with the fertility lingo, IVF is I n V itro F ertilization process. In summation: lots of shots and hormones, surgically pull out your eggs, fertilize them in a lab, and transfer them back in. Promise more details later. After all the ups and downs, we found out that we got another negative pregnancy test. I believed it was going to be easier on the second round. And, I thought I would be able to handle the negative pregnancy test better on round two. I was seriously wrong. The past month has been excruciating. I do not know how to explain it....